Yeah I like wildin out in my titles sometimes, I can't help myself lol. But anyways, let me get right into it. My first week of celibacy was incredibly excruciating because I already had to dodge two bullets. I'll give y'all the details, so the first bullet was on Tuesday or should I say Wednesday morning. My "friend" calls me @ 3am talking about she was with her ex-man the other night & the whole time they were messin around she was missin the way I put it down nawmean? Now @ this time I was also under the influence of some trini rum (1919!!!!) so this wasn't easy to handle but I had to break it down for her that I'm goin celibate for a while. So to conclude, I didn't sleep well that night. Ok second bullet. I kinda got lucky on Thursday, a new "friend" just came back in the city after being away for the holidays & she wanted to chill. Now she's one of theses ones that I'll break this celibacy shit for in a second, so I was about to throw in the towel but I got saved cuz when she came through & things started to heat up she had to slow up cuz it was that time of the month....whew!!!!!
Now I'm convinced that I must be crazy cuz when would I ever celebrate NOT gettin some? That new friend can throw it down too ssshhhhhiiieeeeeettttttttt!!!
Camy I need an award if I complete dis shit...straight up!
I need some tips on how I can get through this & still keep my sanity, comments are always appreciated.